i just want to go on a road trip, you know. i want to pack a bag, call my friends, get in my car and drive. having no deadlines, no worries, no clue where we are going. i want to feel the wind inter-twining with individual strands of my hair. i want to feel the sun kissing my skin. i want to feel a sense of freedom, a sense of belonging in this messed up world. i want to find a lake and go skinny dipping. i want to camp around a fire and kiss a cute boy. i want to feel wanted. to feel happy. for a few days i just want to feel what it’s like to have no troubles. no worries. no connection with the outside world other than the winding road ahead of me. to have no idea what’s going to come next sounds like a beautiful way to live..